For Him

I loved him
I love him

But me kept me from him
I was afraid to accept that I love him and he loves me
I was terrified to embrace what that might mean

I thought he’d always be here

But even though I refused to admit to him, everyone and myself that I love him,
I feel it in every hug, every holding of hands, every smile, every touch, every word

I love him

Although now I love another with a love so sweet,
he was the first and lasting

I saw him today and realized that I love him
I love him still


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