This was written by a friend as a reponse to a post I put up a few days ago, he says I sort of motivated him to write after a little downtime. Yay me!!! Lol You’re welcome Kingsley:-P
But seriously, this is absolutely awesome, I just had to post it. Enjoy. And please visit his blog here. He’s Awesome, Awesome, Awesome and I mean that 😀
You knew the words before I spoke them. You saw them coming – you recognized them.
As they dripped down my face and cascaded out of my mouth,you took them with a pitiful welcome.
I see what it does to you. I can count every piece of you that breaks away and I can stitch every shred of your heart that rips apart.
I say the words, “I just need to find myself.” But I never say them without a bile in my throat.
I don’t walk away from you, I walk away for you.
There’s a man I need to find. I keep coming back without him.
I, too, cannot unlove you. Let me prove it – let me go away and find me – and come back a bigger man.
The kind who would clothe you in gold and drive with you in fancy cars.
The kind who can take you on a voyage round the world and feel the glow of the moon with you from all its sides.
The kind whom you have always deserved.
I will miss you with a feverish shudder.
But I won’t let you down this time. I won’t come back till I find me.
And then I will never have to leave again.
I will have a whole life spread ahead of us to show you that you’re neither a piece of block, nor a stone, nor a play thing.
You’re a real life person – the best of your kind to walk this earth.
And, of course, I should know that.
Read the first part here.