There are days when I get so sad, that nothing makes even the slightest bit of sense; those types of days used to be far between, they are more common these days,
I get so sad that I just seem to be floating, ‘existing’, waiting…
I may see you and laugh or even have a normal-sounding conversation but on the inside, I’m screaming and crying and waiting…
On these days, it feels like I don’t actually exist, like I’m not really here and even though, you talk to me and encourage me, it doesn’t make much sense,
I love you for trying, but my mind won’t let anything in on those days.
©Adeola Matemilola 2015
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